Torn

Well...what should I say. I have no idea. It looks like this is the end for blissfully beautiful things. So much for being anti-climactic. Things happened like a whirlwind and maybe I just wanted some break. I need to get my acts together first. I'm not having a good start with some of my subjects (and it's already the fifth week). I want to start (again, hopefully)on a clean slate.

And in the end it's just me being cowardly.
Why does it always feel like this at the start of each term? Not every term, just lately.