Just My Imagination

Each day through my window
I watch him as he passes by
I say to myself
I'm so lucky he's so fly
To have a boy like him
Is truly a dream come true
Out of all the girlies in the world
He belongs to you

But it was just my imagination
Runnin' away with me
Tell you it was just my imagination
Runnin' away with me

Everynight on my knees I pray
Dear Lord hear my plea yeah
Don't ever let another
Take his love from me
Or I will surely die
Her love is heavenly (heavenly) when your arms enfold me
I hear her tender rhapsody
But in reality
He doesn't even know me

I heard this song playing on the radio last night when I was going to sleep. And it dawned me, after what...days of denial I figured I couldn't take back what-has-been-said-that-which-i-don't-want-to-know. Lol. I just made a ghost for myself when there wouldn't have been one in the first place. It would've been easier for me then. -_-; It's been weird afterwards, yes, but my repulsive attitude towards his name has been weird for me too (tho i think i have a history of having a sort-of repulsive reaction with persons that i like). But you know, when I've accepted that I already know that, it's easier to leave it at the back of my head(unlike before where it seems to always creep in the background)... it's less...haunting. Haha. This is silly. Wasting time blabbering all these nonsense, making such a fuss out of nothing. XD Oh well, another trash post... what to do? Lolz.

EDIT: I noticed this is my last post for the month, what a way to end it. Dare I say... redeeming? after all the insane things I've been through the last few days XD