I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Can pressure make someone go insane? If yes, then I would certainly end in that situation. It’s been REALLY busy in school and I can just feel the pressure rising every minute. It’s not only the academic workload that’s causing this but also the pressure of keeping up with my mates. I can’t find myself to focus and when they seem to have turned the right way, I choose to go left. I feel insecure, mediocre even. I'm struggling to get my acts together. And it’s even harder to concentrate when you know you might not have the chance anyways. Am I making sense? Haha. I think not.

But I see you’re still reading through the post so I might as well continue… *wink* Lol.

Maybe I’m just not used to having so many things to do and worry about all at the same time. projects here, presentation there (yeah we’re already finished, thank God), and everything’s sure to give you a splitting headache and lesser hours for sleep. I can’t even sleep right away because even when you’re already lying in bed there’d still be hanging thoughts floating in your head. You’d even be lucky if you don’t dream of something school related. Hahaha. Maybe it’s just a matter of time management (which I’m really poor at), but then you just can’t help but wish that you’d be able to stretch a 24-hour day to a 30-hour one just to accommodate everything.

Hmm…I seemed to have gone off-topic. Typical me. Lolz. Anyways, I think I’ve made my point on the first part.