Going Under

EDIT: The original post was too gloomy for my taste, I don't want to scare you off so I moved it to a better place. Lol
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Can the word dead pass as an adjective? Coz I certainly feel that way at the moment. I can't remember how long I have been like this, but I think this time has been the worst (or else I won't be writing about this now right?). I can even pass for a zombie, a lifeless creature walking amongst the living, the only difference is that I'm still breathing and I still have a pulse rate. The world to me looks like black and white. I even feel like I'm falling into a limbo. I seem to have lost appetite on things, I don't even have that much drive as I used to. Maybe it's because of the stress, pressure, frustrations, etc. Maybe it's life in general. Or even me. Or maybe I'm just plainly tired. I don't know. I just hope that whatever this is that has gotten into me would wear off soon. I wish I'd be a more happier me.

Well, I think I gotta go get some rest.

Wake me up inside
call my name and
save me from the dark

*Bring me to Life~Evancescence