For a moment there, I wanted to be that bottle. Damn, take me to the asylum right NOW.

As If in a Dream

Doing spur of the moment things has its perks, but afterwards after the adrenaline rush, you'll be back to normal and be left to think about what you've done. And then I'm afraid I'll do something and slip. It's crazy and exciting and I'm being paranoid at the same time. As if in a dream, I've never thought that I'll go that far. ;P Damn, I gotta try to be less impulsive from now on. Lol.

Anyways...

Tomorrow is my dad's birthday (Happy birthday!! Even tho you won't be able to read this haha)and we're going to visit my grandmother who had a minor accident sometime ago. I really hope she's doing fine. It just proves that no matter how you try to be careful, accidents happen to us by surprise. I guess we're going to celebrate dad's birthday over their place, well that's not so bad isn't it?

I cannot wait until this term is over and have a vacation. Its been so tiring, and there's always something to do. Hell, the last time I've spent a Saturday at home was five weeks ago. And I'm going to have an exam this coming one. Whatever happened to good 'ol weekends? Even my freeday-Fridays has been used for finishing experiments and lab reports, which is not entirely a bad thing since it's been really helpful to lessen workloads on weekends. And it's almost the end of the term too, with only about three weeks left. Doesn't time really fly fast when you have tons of work to do? Lol. I've been working my ass for the past three months? but I don't feel like I've accomplished anything. It's just so lousy and tiring right now. I'm just happy that I can still manage to laugh. I guess there's still a lil bit of sanity with me.

I can't believe how fast the time has passed and I'm so looking forward to a vacation of normal 8-hour sleeps, and doing nothing. Haha. What a waste of time that will be. I just hope (with fingers crossed) that this term turns out to be a good one so I'll have a good vacation.

Beautiful Let Down

I am not bound to please thee with my answer.
-W. Shakespeare

One thing that I don't like after taking a very long exam is when everybody has already finished taking theirs, and then you would talk and discuss the answers (even tho it seems to be you caught amnesia and suddenly you don't know whatever it is that you answered on the damn test lol), how a particular problem is solved, etc., and then you'd realize all the mistakes you've made. It's a sure smack! in the face and then you'd feel really lousy afterwards. Sucks isn't it? And I don't like the feeling at all. You're drained of your entire energy and you end up thinking if you could only turn back the hands of time and do it right, and how much points you have to get in the next exam, not to mention wishing how you wanted to kill your professor for making such a 'masterpiece'. Heh.

Sometimes I wish that these things won't have to happen, that when you take an exam they just check it and give you the scores no questions asked. But that's not the case. Even though how much you regret not being able to answer the problems correctly, you have to face the truth and know how to do it right. How would one learn from his mistakes if he doesn't know where he got wrong in the first place? And this doesn't only relate to taking exams, it is also relevant in our everyday lives. The only difference is than in our lives, tests come first before the lessons; while in school we learn the lessons first before we get tested on them.

I know this might have been said thousands of times but truly, by learning from one's mistakes (and reflecting on your actions as well) does one become a better person.