Sunday Circus Song

I have a confession to make.

Yesterday was my org's Christmas mall tour in ATC and I have to confess that I was there but didn't help with the setup. Hehe. I came as a spectator, nothing else. I'm bad...tsk tsk tsk. Lol. And I put all the blame to that little kid who tagged along with me and started whining just as the show was about to start. So I've got no choice but to go home. Sad.

Anyways, there were fireworks before the show started. Gawd, that was awesome. It must be one of my favorite things to do in the world, watching them sparkling and bringing color to the velvetly dark sky. I could stay all night just watching them. It was such a treat.

Why

And now I have to face the world alone (again)...

Well... not really. But I can't help but feel that I'm always the one whose left behind. Not that I don't have any friends, but then why does it always be the one whose become closest to me? Another friend of mine is leaving, at least not for another country and it's not certain yet, but we might not be able to see each other for quite some time. I've learned about the news yesterday, when that friend of mine handed me a letter. I almost didn't want to read it, catching a glimpse of the first line, but then there's nothing I could do right?

I'm afraid of getting too close to anyone again. ~_~ Lol

Driver's High

After almost 20 hours since my post this morning, here's my second post for the day o_o

I have been told by some friends that they think I handle problems better than they do... but I think they're mistaken. Actually I like keeping some things to myself than what I would normally share others. I know things would feel lighter that way, sharing them to other people i mean, but then that's not quite me. Actually, I admire them more for their courage to face whatever trials they are experiencing unlike I do. I may appear to look stong on the outside, but truth is there are times when I just want to let my guard down and cry my heart out like a little girl. Lol.

I know a time will come when I won't be able to take in much any longer. But until that time comes I want to be strong not only for myself but also for those people around me. I want them to be happy and not worry about me. :)

So... don't just believe in everything that you see. And the same goes for me too.

Revolution

I never imagined... that I will see my [male] professors take their shirts off on their performance on Eng Night. Their bodies were not that bad but cmon... how would you react when you see that? ((I wonder what the students from the other college thought of it too)). It was a real shocker and really fun at the same time. And they even won first place at the faculty presentations. Yay for my professors!! Hehe. The other numbers weren't bad either. And even though my feet is still hurting now for standing for more than four hours, I really enjoyed watching all the presentations they've prepared.

I say this is the best Engineering Day celebration on campus yet. Kudos to our College Assembly and to all the organizers. \m/

Bottom of the Floor

My dad just removed my bed out of my room... I mean, the upper part of it. Eversince I can remember I have been sleeping on a bunk bed eventhough I have no one to share a room with. Haha. And now I'm left with quite a number of my stuff which seem to have piled up on that side of the bed. Obviously now I'll have to find a relocation site for it >_> Lolz.

Seeing my room's true ceiling will definitely take some time getting used to. Now I can clearly see the sheeps when I count them at night. Hahaha. I feel like I'm in a totally different room. And since removing that part of the bed expanded my horizon, I feel more free inside my room. It's like getting out of one small box and moving inside a bigger one. A downside though is that now, if I stay up late reading stuff while on my bed, I have to get up and walk towards the switch and turn off the lights. Gah. So pesky. Before, I used to have a headlamp attached on the underside of that upper portion of the bed and the switch is just within reach so I don't have to get up from bed. Haha. Lazy kid don't cha think? ;)

I wish my dad could come up with something to put back the light ~_~ I want it sooo so badly. Hehe.